BEST BEST BEST BEST BEST DREAM EVER!

Greetings.


I had the absolute BEST dream last night. I was in HEAVEN, so much so that I refused to wake up. That is, until the dream stopped...

Okay, it's completely nonsensical, but try and follow. I didn't really get it either. Here goes:
We - Joseph, Claire, William Gottfried, Ernie Rodham, and I - were playing Dungeons and Dragons and I was a fairy. (Just go with it. The only thing that they can do is heal people and cast spells, good for long-range combat.) Anyways, there was some complication where all five of us got sucked into the game board and I was captured by the bad guy. Well, long story short, the others rescued me and we got out of the board. Since Joseph was the one who did most of the rescuing, I pounced on him - I didn't knock him over, but I knocked him back a couple of steps and wrapped my arms around him - and kissed him in appreciation. He was surprised, to say the least, but when I released him, he grabbed me and kissed me again. Then I had a flashforward to a few months later. We were watching a movie and we were sitting on the floor. I was laying in between his legs and we were holding hands. Every once in a while he would kiss the top of my head. It was so nice.

I wanted to stay there forever, but unfortunately dreams have to melt away, and mine did. When I woke up, i wanted to cry because I was frustrated with my subconscious. Why couldn't I stay in that happy place forever? That's usually the bad part about good dreams: you want to hurt something when you wake up from them.


Hugz
HM

Dreams

Greetings.

I told you about Joseph in my first post, right? Okay, so as long as we're all up to speed, I had a dream about him last night. Not necessarily out of the ordinary, but this one was special.

It started a few weeks ago when he said he was going to Hawaii for Spring Break. Totally understandable. Except he's pretty much my life and I am now depressed because the last time I saw him was two days ago and I miss him a whole bunch.

It got worse when I found out that he was going to Hawaii with two other girls, Janet and Karen, (childhood friends of the family) and their mother, Nellie. Now I also know Janet and Karen pretty well and I am paranoid enough with him being 2,500 miles away from me. I know I am being loco when I say that I think one of the girls is going to try to hit on Joseph.

And that would be a catastrophe. For one, I am not all that confident in my looks and those girls are fairly pretty. For two, they've known him forever and I have known him just six years.

I know I'm freaking out for no reason. And it came out in my dream.

Joseph had just come home from Hawaii. Joseph, his cousin Jasper, and I were playing Super Smash Brothers Melee in Joseph's room. After a battle (Jasper won with Pikachu), Jasper got up to go to the restroom. So it was just Joseph, sitting cross-legged on the floor of his room in front of his TV, and me, lying stomach down on his bed. Finally I couldn't take it anymore. I got off the bed, crawled over to Joseph, sat down on my knees in front of him, and flung my arms around his neck. He hugged me back.

"Don't ever go away again," I pleaded and I think I started to cry. He patted my back soothingly.

"I won't, I promise. Okay, HM?" he said calmly. I pulled my face away and we looked at each other for a while.

And that's when I woke up. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate when that happens!!!!

More as my depression develops.

Hugz

HM